The Ronettes
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I eat way too many potato chips. Mmm.
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The Ronettes
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It's so cold tonight, I'm wearing these gargantuan grey gloves, I feel like a grizzly bear in them. I'm such a scatterbrain, everything is a mess, I lose all of my accessories, probably because I have so many. It's an addiction, rings and hats and necklaces. Kelly just smsed me all the way from mauritius, pretty cool, she's there with B Den. We hung out with them on Friday, it was beautiful, just lazing the day away in her beautiful apartment, lounging on the fatsack, napping, no responsibilities for once. I want to suspend that moment and be able to return whenever I want.
It's so cold, I actually miss smoking. But that won't ever happen again, it's almost been a year since I quit. I had some really vivid dreams last night. It's funny how seriously people take things, I think some people blow things out of proportion because it makes their lives more dramatic, they feel more significant and cope with their unhappiness better, it's like they're these gaping self-esteem voids that need extreme situations to pull them out of their holes. People think I'm not aware of pushing them away. But I am. It's easier than telling you how stagnant and negative you are.
I watched Empire Records last night, always a winner. My hairdresser used to stay over at her friend's after a night out, then every morning, without fail, they'd watch The Big Lebowski with their breakfast.
Donnie is immortal.
It's so much funner being yourself, admitting the things that aren't cool to like. I used to hang out with a punk crowd who used to rip me off because I didn't dress hardcore enough. Lol. I was at a goth club and got snubbed by this fat girl when I asked her what music she was into. Excuse me for breathing, I forgot to pretend to be a vampire, man I'm lame. Just three weeks ago I was at a friend's brithday, one of the coolest guys ever and his emo friend stared me down. She was not having me for some reason or another. Maybe it was the laughing. I once heard laughing is to emos what nails on a chalkboark are for humans.
You're not pure, no one is. But stay on your high horse, it's so fun to watch you keep this act up. Enjoy.
I'm going to embrace my inner breakfast club. I have so many facets to my personality and I'm never going to deny them.
Speaking of being original, I invented this last week as well as the question mark:
Oh noes, we iz all blondes. I must go tan and be stupid with my friends now cos you know, that's how we are.
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Long story short, there was a clash which ended up in swearing, screaming and almost violence. That's the stuff that papa likes.
I love the girls from fashion school, to think I was scared of it at first, they're all so fun to be around. I'm meeting all of these special people with the kinds of personalities you hunt to be around.
The party spilled over into this week where drama continued and still does. The secrets and skeletons and feelings and jokes and shit talking is getting to be hilarious. Things have to be exposed. Stop hiding, come clean, enjoy. It's so much funner in the sunlight.
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So It was my birthday on Monday, I went to college and got this amazing reception. Everyone was wishing me and kelly had tied balloons to my desk, got me new daffodils, a jewellery box, a R300 massage voucher, cup cakes and a moo cow.
She made this amazing collage for me on the packet, it was so cool.
So this casino gave me a comped breakfast and I gambled with Sean, it was fun, 19 came up fast so we won with roulette.
Sean got me this ah-mazing skull hoodie, what a great present.
Then I went out for dinner with the family and some friends, I couldn't stop eating the bread. Tomorrow is my huge party, I can't believe how many people are coming, it's going to be crazy, I'll be hanging out with Jamy and Sean setting up for tomorrow. It's going to be a night to remember. I'm going to kill my laptop; I'll take so many pictures!
Last weekend we all partied at Jamy's, it was a night to remember, I must post some videos. I went to Sky's room and the whole party followed me. I made everyone wear band aids. This emo girl was not having me, she gave me dirty looks for being in the same room as her. It was pretty funny. Dirty looks used to bother me, now they're just a way of life.
I'm so happy, I have no desire to bring anyone down, I see the same people getting the same negative treatment. Nice guys finish last, so come to my club and we can all be nice guys.
The comments I get are silly and rude lies, the comments you get are honest, scathing observations and jokes.
Talk all you want. I'll be over here having fun away from the negativity.
26 days till New York!
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Honestly I am an exhausted girl. I'm very happy to have design this week, I'm working with Demet, she's this amazing Belgian girl so I'm glad we got assigned together. We'll be doing 3 storyboards and then next week I'll be sewing bodices. I hope my machine is alright, I accidentily kicked it over the other day, I spoke to Mike about it, he says it'll be fine.
So for the first time in my life I'm avoiding the thought of my birthday. I've just been so busy and now that I'll be flying to the states in June, I'm just excited for May to go away. Everyone wants to know what I'll be doing but I have no plans on the day when I'd always have a plan.
Sasha has been hounding me about making him a hoodie. I really want to, it'll be great practise but I am so sick of pattern cutting after this week I think I'll just put it off until I'm free and can buy one. I hate giving him an unreliable impression but I told him from the start I am so busy, it really has to be on my time.
I enjoy how productive this year has been but I'm trying my best and I'm scared my best won't be good enough. That kind of worry is the kind that changes you, if your best isn't good enough, everything needs to be re-evaluated. Everyone says I'm just being paranoid. Either way this semester should tell me everything I need to know.
I painted skirts for this week too, I was pretty happy with this one, I can just see how I'm going to be obsessed with spray-painting all of my clothes from now on, hehe.
Here's to the countdown for New York, 38 days until I can breathe in Manhattan air!
What can I say? I'm impressionable.
Anyway, I better get back to work. I'm trying to finish everything I have to do so that I can go out tomorrow.
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Lately I've been:
So I'm gonna be away until things get a little calmer which should be around Wednesday. I have a lot of work due for this week none of which I've started.
